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A friend of mine (female-boring-unattractive-19)is dating a (male-seemingly boring-attractive-20)and the guy who i am also 'friends' with has always come across to me as a bit too comfortable... the couple together are amdly in love anyone else would say that they have a dystiny to be together. the guy however hits on me alot so i tried one day to prusue this longer,

he text me after his drunken work party last year saying things like if he ever wanted a guy i would be the one for him and now well he put that into action being hostile to say the least but to actually arrange meeting me for oral.His always been on my challenges list but of late i am getting to a stage where i feel completion would be boring to say the least. how do i keep him itnerested...

I feel almost guilty that i am doing the dirty ( and we talking up the butt) on a friend but sexual desire always comes first.is it wrong to hurt a friend to gain a fuck buddy?

I was at a meeting today and the comment on a card left me to wonder the logo advertised 'live your inspiration'. what does this mean to you?? can we ever live our inspiration and let our dreams come true? We all dream of being happy and healthy its the main dream that we all share, but in a world full of such determination to succsed how are we to cope with the fact that most of us never will acchive this goal?

Have you noticed that all it takes to ever get someone online to be interested in you is a nice picture angle and to know what they want and give it to them... ive never dreamt of being taken to a rest room and fucked so hard that i bled but as one of my online "friends" says i would love it...HMMM mayb he should find out that im actually tighter than a elastic band. Is there such thing as finding true romance online or is it just a fuck that leads to casual fucking that leads to obsesive no fucking other people fucking?

I was in a relationship for a year last year and the whole time the guy i was dating was fooling around with other people and i would find texts and i would feel heart broken who here hasnt had that problem finding texts on your partners phone...The thing i need to know is the guy im with now is having to pay for what my ex did because i have a theory that nearly every guy out there cheats i raise my hand up and admitt i too have done the dirty...and i aint talking anal. I never left the ex the whole time i knew i was scared of losing the guy i loved so i cheated and done whatever he did so i was as bad as him,

So why do we cheat? is it because we are all afraid of getting hurt and want to be equally as bad or are we as we all fear addicted to the feeling of not getting bored. Who could stick to the same food everyday sometimes if you switch from one to the other it makes you appriciate the other more. I love sex i wont deny it the feeling of making someone naked and letting all that safety of clothing go being litterally laid bare warts ( yuk!) and all.

So What about all you Lot out there have you been cheated on and cheated and why did you do it?